Nobody ever told me, I found out for myself You gotta believe in foolish miracles It's not how you play the game, it's if you win or lose You can choose Don't confuse Win or lose It's up to you
G~
Mental wounds not healing
Life' s a bitter shame
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
I know that things are going wrong for me You gotta listen to my words...
S~
And I feel the time is right
Although I know that you just might say to me
"What you gonna do, what you gonna do?"
But I have to take this chance Goodbye to friends and to romance And to all of you, and to all of you Come on now
I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet, we'll meet in the end
And the winter's looking fine And I think the sun will shine again And I feel I've cleaned my mind All the past is left behind again
I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet, we'll meet in the end
~Interlude~
(For me, for a mother)
G~
Evil thoughts and evil doings Cold, alone you hang in ruins
Thought that you'd escape the reaper
You can't escape the master keeper
'Cause you feel life's unreal, and you're living a lie Such a shame who's to blame and you're wondering why Then you ask from your cask is there life after birth What you sow can mean hell on this earth Hell on this earth
The reaper is me.....
Shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot.......suicide
S~
Mrs. Crowley, what went on in your head? Oh Mrs. Crowley, did you talk to the dead? Your lifestyle to me seemed so tragic With the thrill of it all You fooled all the people with magic Yeah, you waited on Satan's call
Mrs. Charming, did you think you were pure? Mrs. Alarming, in nocturnal rapport Uncovering things that were sacred Manifest on this Earth Ah, conceived in the eye of a secret And they scattered the afterbirth
Mrs. Crowley, won't you ride my white horse?
I say (Yes)
Mrs. Crowley, είσαι πολύ κακός... (Όχι)
G~
One, two, one, two, three Silver screen such a disgrace I couldn't look her straight in the face A blue addiction I live in disgust Degradation I'm being eaten by lust
No bone movies No bone movies No bone movies
Inspiration that's blue and uncut Can't kick the habit obsession of smut Voyeur straining in love with his hand A poison passion a pulsating gland
No bone movies No bone movies No bone movies Flaps
I shouldn't do it the guilt tells me why I just can't stop it I try and I try X rated demon that lives in my head Hungary for bodge and he wants to be fed
No bone movies No bone movies No bone movies
S~
Mother please forgive them For they know not what they do Looking back in history's books It seems it's nothing new
Oh! Let my mother live
Heaven is for heroes And hell is full of fools Stupidity, no will to live They're breaking God's own rules
Please let my mother live
Father, of all creation I think we're all going wrong The course they're taking, seems to be breaking And it won't take too long
Children of the future Watching empires fall Madness, the cup they drink from Self destruction the toll
I had a vision, l saw the world burn And the seas had turned red The sun had fallen, the final curtain In the land of the dead
Mother, please show the children Before it's too late To fight each other, there's no-one winning We must fight all the hate
G~
Now I feel the time is right Love will flow like wine tonight Give your love and it will come to you
If you feel that you and me Could escape and hold the key To a paradise that's true and free
Steal away, steal away Steal away the night You gotta steal it, come on baby
Now I've met your honesty You are here and I am free Broken chains have fallen all around yeah
Point my finger at the fools Broken chains and broken rules Let it be rebellion rules tonight yeah
Steal away, you steal away Steal away the night
Could it be a dream come true Now that I am here with you Tearful eyes of joy is something new
Runaway with me tonight Dream the dream, light the light Happiness is what you give to me, oh yeah
Steal away, steal away You gotta steal away the night
S~
Pictures building in my head Nothing done and nothing said Talking to me with your eyes What they say is no surprise
Things are so much different now But nothing lasts forever
You, looking at me, looking at you I wanna talk to you You, looking at me, looking at you
Carry on from day to day Even when we touch it seems miles away I know you know I know too Is it me or is it you?
Things are so much different now But nothing lasts forever
You, looking at me, looking at you I wanna talk to you You, looking at me, looking at you
I had a dream that we were through I can't imagine nights without you, yeah
Looks and fixes can we repair Talking good and we just stare Waste of love is waste of life Save our love from the final knife
Things would be so different then Our love would last forever
You, looking at me, looking at you I wanna talk to you You, looking at me, looking at you
G~
Well I got a funny feelin'
But I'm gonna stay cool Something's tellin' me I'm gonna break all the rules, Let me tell ya I'm not insecure, But I got an empty felling that you've got the cure
You said it all, you've got to stay Too proud to fall, no more to say
Well I'm feeling sober but I'm high on the throne, Like a demon sick and sick and tired of being alone, I've made a bed that is hard to lie in, But if lovin' you is wrong, I can't do nothing but sin
You said it all, you've got to stay Too proud to fall, no more to say
Let them hang me They would if they knew Even half the things I've been doing with you Walk me to the gallow and drop me to the floor Watch me swingin' and I still want you more
You said it all, you've got to stay Too proud to fall, no more to say
~Epilogue~
(Decisions)
For Joe & Gio
Watching the time go and feeling belief grow Rise above the obstacles People beseech me but they'll never teach me Things that I already know
I say( I know...)
Dreams that have shattered may not have mattered Take another point of view Doubts will arise though like chasing a rainbow I can tell a thing or two
I say(that's true...)
You've got to believe in yourself or no one Will believe in you Imagination like a bird on the wing Flying, free for you to use
I say(okay baby...)
I can't believe they stop and stare And point their fingers doubting me Their disbelief suppresses them But they're not blind it's just that they won't see
I'm a believer, I ain't no deceiver Mountains move before my eyes Destiny planned out I don't need no handout Speculation of the wise
Mother please forgive them
For they know not what they do
Looking back in history's books
It seems it's nothing new
Oh! Let my mother live
Heaven is for heroes And hell is full of fools Stupidity, no will to live They're breaking God's own rules
Please let my mother live
Father, of all creation
I think we're all going wrong
The course they're taking, seems to be breaking
And it won't take too long
Children of the future
Watching empires fall Sadness, the cup they drink from
Self destruction the toll
I had a vision, l saw the world burn
And the seas had turned red
The sun had fallen, the final curtain
In the land of the dead
Mother, please show the children
Before it's too late
To fight each other, there's no-one winning
We must fight all the hate
I have listen to this song so many times lately. It's his favourite and there are reasons.
I 've listen to this melancholic beautiful tune with him in our most difficult but real moments. It was and it is our revelation. It became my favourite song that i can't live anymore without hearing it...and crying for forgiveness. Because says the story of Life.
Revelation is the act of making something known that was secret. Revelation is also the revelation of God's existence and God's plan. The most epic fight and war of Life ever. The final fight between the good and the bad. When it 's time to choose, to make your decision. Where you want and where you feel and need to stand.
We are fallen angels. I am a falling angel i want to return to my God. Back where i belong. You helped me understand i want to get back. It feels like i wanna come back home. Back to my Father.
Speak of the devil...yes says the truth that hurts so deep out souls. Maybe that's why God created the devil. That 's why God allow to His angel to fall just to find out he wants to return. Because he was created as an angel...and God hopes that he remembers his way back to Him. God hopes this to take him back under His divine and eternal embrace. And give him back his beautiful wings to fly free to love.
I say these things to my lovely angel Joe.
Μερικοί άνθρωποι έρχονται εδώ απεσταλμένοι από τον Θεό. Είσαι ένας τέτοιος άνθρωπος.
Ήρθες εδώ για να σώσεις τη δική μου ψυχή. Αυτή ήταν η αποστολή που σου ανέθεσε ο Θεός. Να σώσεις τη δειλή και άτολμη να είναι καλή ψυχή μου. Να μου δώσεις το χέρι να βγω απ' την άβυσσο που νόμιζα για αληθινή ζωή. Με τη γενναιότητα σου. Γιατί τέτοια ψυχή είναι η δική σου. Ψυχή γενναίου ήρωα. Τέτοια είναι η ποιότητα της ψυχής σου. Δυνατή να υποφέρει τόση ταπείνωση που της πρόσφερα και να συνεχίζει να στέκεται δίπλα μου προσπαθώντας να θυσιάσει τον εαυτό της για να σώσει εμένα.
Πολλές φορές αναρωτήθηκα, μήπως είσαι κυριολεκτικά αληθινός άγγελος;
Ερχόσουν στο όνειρο μου σαν προάγγελος του τι πρόκειται να γίνει. Τι έγραψε το χέρι Του. Ξέρω με απόλυτη σιγουριά ότι ήσουν εσύ έστω κι αν δεν το γνώριζες ο ίδιος.
Ίσως δεν σου αξίζω εγώ γιατί αξίζεις κάτι ανώτερο. Κι ίσως δεν μου αξίζεις γιατί είσαι κάτι ανώτερο. Μα θυμάμαι πάντα πως ο Θεός δίνει πάντα ελπίδα να σωθεί μια ψυχή που το θέλει πραγματικά.
Ψάχνω το φως μέσα σ' αυτό το μαύρο πηγάδι.
Ο δρόμος είναι ένας.
Αληθινή μετάνοια. Εξομολόγηση.
Δεν ξέρω αν έρχεται ποτέ η συγχώρεση που εκλιπαρώ. Η Αναγέννηση της ψυχής μου επιστρέφοντας στο φωτεινό μονοπάτι. Ξέρω με βεβαιότητα πια όμως πως είμαι έτοιμη να θυσιαστώ κι εγώ για σένα. Θέλω με ευχαρίστηση να υποφέρω την Κόλαση αν αυτό θα σώσει τη δική σου ψυχή μακριά μου. Να σβήσω το εγώ. Να γεννήσω το εσύ και το εμείς.
Βλέπεις; Όλα τα σημάδια διηγούνται αυτή την ιστορία. Τη δική μας.