Κυριακή 25 Φεβρουαρίου 2024

Blizzard dialogue

~Prelude~ 




S~

Nobody ever told me, I found out for myselfYou gotta believe in foolish miraclesIt's not how you play the game, it's if you win or loseYou can chooseDon't confuseWin or loseIt's up to you



G~
Mental wounds not healing
Life' s a bitter shame
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
I know that things are going wrong for meYou gotta listen to my words...







S~
And I feel the time is right
Although I know that you just might say to me
"What you gonna do, what you gonna do?"
But I have to take this chanceGoodbye to friends and to romanceAnd to all of you, and to all of youCome on now
I say goodbye to romance, yeahGoodbye to friends, I tell youGoodbye to all the pastI guess that we'll meet, we'll meet in the end
And the winter's looking fineAnd I think the sun will shine againAnd I feel I've cleaned my mindAll the past is left behind again
I say goodbye to romance, yeahGoodbye to friends, I tell youGoodbye to all the pastI guess that we'll meet, we'll meet in the end





~Interlude~ 

(For me, for a mother)









G~

Evil thoughts and evil doingsCold, alone you hang in ruins
Thought that you'd escape the reaper
You can't escape the master keeper
'Cause you feel life's unreal, and you're living a lieSuch a shame who's to blame and you're wondering whyThen you ask from your cask is there life after birthWhat you sow can mean hell on this earthHell on this earth
The reaper is me.....

Shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot.......suicide




S~

Mrs. Crowley, what went on in your head?Oh Mrs. Crowley, did you talk to the dead?Your lifestyle to me seemed so tragicWith the thrill of it allYou fooled all the people with magicYeah, you waited on Satan's call
Mrs. Charming, did you think you were pure?Mrs. Alarming, in nocturnal rapportUncovering things that were sacredManifest on this EarthAh, conceived in the eye of a secretAnd they scattered the afterbirth
Mrs. Crowley, won't you ride my white horse? 
I say (Yes)
Mrs. Crowley, είσαι πολύ κακός... (Όχι)




G~

One, two, one, two, threeSilver screen such a disgraceI couldn't look her straight in the faceA blue addiction I live in disgustDegradation I'm being eaten by lust
No bone moviesNo bone moviesNo bone movies
Inspiration that's blue and uncutCan't kick the habit obsession of smutVoyeur straining in love with his handA poison passion a pulsating gland
No bone moviesNo bone moviesNo bone moviesFlaps
I shouldn't do it the guilt tells me whyI just can't stop it I try and I tryX rated demon that lives in my headHungary for bodge and he wants to be fed
No bone moviesNo bone moviesNo bone movies


S~


Mother please forgive themFor they know not what they doLooking back in history's booksIt seems it's nothing new
Oh! Let my mother live
Heaven is for heroesAnd hell is full of foolsStupidity, no will to liveThey're breaking God's own rules
Please let my mother live
Father, of all creationI think we're all going wrongThe course they're taking, seems to be breakingAnd it won't take too long
Children of the futureWatching empires fallMadness, the cup they drink fromSelf destruction the toll
I had a vision, l saw the world burnAnd the seas had turned redThe sun had fallen, the final curtainIn the land of the dead
Mother, please show the childrenBefore it's too lateTo fight each other, there's no-one winningWe must fight all the hate








G~



Now I feel the time is rightLove will flow like wine tonightGive your love and it will come to you
If you feel that you and meCould escape and hold the keyTo a paradise that's true and free
Steal away, steal awaySteal away the nightYou gotta steal it, come on baby
Now I've met your honestyYou are here and I am freeBroken chains have fallen all around yeah
Point my finger at the foolsBroken chains and broken rulesLet it be rebellion rules tonight yeah
Steal away, you steal awaySteal away the night
Could it be a dream come trueNow that I am here with youTearful eyes of joy is something new
Runaway with me tonightDream the dream, light the lightHappiness is what you give to me, oh yeah
Steal away, steal awayYou gotta steal away the night




S~
Pictures building in my head
Nothing done and nothing said
Talking to me with your eyes
What they say is no surprise

Things are so much different now
But nothing lasts forever

You, looking at me, looking at you
I wanna talk to you
You, looking at me, looking at you

Carry on from day to day
Even when we touch it seems miles away
I know you know I know too
Is it me or is it you?


Things are so much different now
But nothing lasts forever

You, looking at me, looking at you
I wanna talk to you
You, looking at me, looking at you

I had a dream that we were through
I can't imagine nights without you, yeah

Looks and fixes can we repair
Talking good and we just stare
Waste of love is waste of life
Save our love from the final knife


Things would be so different then
Our love would last forever


You, looking at me, looking at you
I wanna talk to you

You, looking at me, looking at you




G~
Well I got a funny feelin'
But I'm gonna stay coolSomething's tellin' me I'm gonna break all the rules,Let me tell ya I'm not insecure,But I got an empty felling that you've got the cure
You said it all, you've got to stayToo proud to fall, no more to say
Well I'm feeling sober but I'm high on the throne,Like a demon sick and sick and tired of being alone,I've made a bed that is hard to lie in,But if lovin' you is wrong,I can't do nothing but sin
You said it all, you've got to stayToo proud to fall, no more to say
Let them hang meThey would if they knewEven half the things I've been doing with youWalk me to the gallow and drop me to the floorWatch me swingin' and I still want you more
You said it all, you've got to stayToo proud to fall, no more to say



~Epilogue~

(Decisions)
For Joe & Gio

Watching the time go and feeling belief growRise above the obstaclesPeople beseech me but they'll never teach meThings that I already know 

I say( I know...)

Dreams that have shattered may not have matteredTake another point of viewDoubts will arise though like chasing a rainbowI can tell a thing or two 

I say(that's true...)

You've got to believe in yourselfor no one Will believe in youImagination like a bird on the wingFlying, free for you to use

I say(okay baby...)

I can't believe they stop and stareAnd point their fingers doubting meTheir disbelief suppresses themBut they're not blind it's just that they won't see
I'm a believer, I ain't no deceiverMountains move before my eyesDestiny planned out I don't need no handoutSpeculation of the wise





These days 
25/2/2024

to Joe

I guess that we'll meet, we'll meet in the end
























Κυριακή 18 Φεβρουαρίου 2024

Our Apocalypsis



https://youtu.be/zbce7e-RNrE?feature=shared


Revelations (Mother Earth)

Mother please forgive them
For they know not what they do
Looking back in history's books
It seems it's nothing new

Oh! Let my mother live

Heaven is for heroes
And hell is full of fools
Stupidity, no will to live
They're breaking God's own rules

Please let my mother live

Father, of all creation
I think we're all going wrong
The course they're taking, seems to be breaking
And it won't take too long

Children of the future
Watching empires fall
Sadness, the cup they drink from
Self destruction the toll

I had a vision, l saw the world burn
And the seas had turned red
The sun had fallen, the final curtain
In the land of the dead

Mother, please show the children
Before it's too late
To fight each other, there's no-one winning
We must fight all the hate


I have listen to this song so many times lately. It's his favourite and there are reasons.

I 've listen to this melancholic beautiful tune with him in our most difficult but real moments. It was and it is our revelation. It became my favourite song that i can't live anymore without hearing it...and crying for forgiveness. Because says the story of Life.

 Revelation is the act of making something known that was secret. Revelation is also the revelation of God's existence and God's plan. The most epic fight and war of Life ever. The final fight between the good and the bad. When it 's time to choose, to make your decision. Where you want and where you feel and need to stand. 

We are fallen angels. I am a falling angel i want to return to my God. Back where i belong. You helped me understand i want to get back. It feels like i wanna come back home. Back to my Father. 

Speak of the devil...yes says the truth that hurts so deep out souls. Maybe that's why God created the devil. That 's why God allow to His angel to fall just to find out he wants to return. Because he was created as an angel...and God hopes that he remembers his way back to Him. God hopes this to take him back under His divine and eternal embrace. And give him back his beautiful wings to fly free to love. 

I say these things to my lovely angel Joe.





Μερικοί άνθρωποι έρχονται εδώ απεσταλμένοι από τον Θεό. Είσαι ένας τέτοιος άνθρωπος. 

Ήρθες εδώ για να σώσεις τη δική μου ψυχή. Αυτή ήταν η αποστολή που σου ανέθεσε ο Θεός. Να σώσεις τη δειλή και άτολμη να είναι καλή ψυχή μου. Να μου δώσεις το χέρι να βγω απ' την άβυσσο που νόμιζα για αληθινή ζωή. Με τη γενναιότητα σου. Γιατί τέτοια ψυχή είναι η δική σου. Ψυχή γενναίου ήρωα. Τέτοια είναι η ποιότητα της ψυχής σου. Δυνατή να υποφέρει τόση ταπείνωση που της πρόσφερα και να συνεχίζει να στέκεται δίπλα μου προσπαθώντας να θυσιάσει τον εαυτό της για να σώσει εμένα. 

Πολλές φορές αναρωτήθηκα, μήπως είσαι κυριολεκτικά αληθινός άγγελος;

Ερχόσουν στο όνειρο μου σαν προάγγελος του τι πρόκειται να γίνει. Τι έγραψε το χέρι Του. Ξέρω με απόλυτη σιγουριά ότι ήσουν εσύ έστω κι αν δεν το γνώριζες ο ίδιος.

Ίσως δεν σου αξίζω εγώ γιατί αξίζεις κάτι ανώτερο. Κι ίσως δεν μου αξίζεις γιατί είσαι κάτι ανώτερο. Μα θυμάμαι πάντα πως ο Θεός δίνει πάντα ελπίδα να σωθεί μια ψυχή που το θέλει πραγματικά.

Ψάχνω το φως μέσα σ' αυτό το μαύρο πηγάδι. 

Ο δρόμος είναι ένας. 

Αληθινή μετάνοια. Εξομολόγηση.


Δεν ξέρω αν έρχεται ποτέ η συγχώρεση που εκλιπαρώ. Η Αναγέννηση της ψυχής μου επιστρέφοντας στο φωτεινό μονοπάτι. Ξέρω με βεβαιότητα πια όμως πως είμαι έτοιμη να θυσιαστώ κι εγώ για σένα. Θέλω με ευχαρίστηση να υποφέρω την Κόλαση αν αυτό θα σώσει τη δική σου ψυχή μακριά μου. Να σβήσω το εγώ. Να γεννήσω το εσύ και το εμείς. 



Βλέπεις; Όλα τα σημάδια διηγούνται αυτή την ιστορία. Τη δική μας. 


18/2/2024

Gio